Must be that time of year..... I have been going through what I am calling an early mid-life crisis (I am 31 next month).
I hope it all blows over for you sooner, rather than later. As the other gals said; in time, it will inevitably be better, no matter what "it" is.
Hug your kids, take some time to look at something beautiful, and focus on what IS good right now, not just what isn't.
<<BIG HUG!!!>>