I went back to work outside of the home after my first baby - and I was a sobbing MESS the days before my start day; cried like a baby all day my first day back (LITERALLY from the momenet i woke up that morning to the moment i wrapped my arms around him at pick up), and my son was being cared for by family to boot....I hate mom guilt, I wish I could be as cool as a cucumber like my hubby...