Reggio, you're right. She has kept in the loop and I appreciate that. She could be a TOTAL bitch and not say anything until I get the letter.

It doesn't make this situation any less stressful and frustrating. And the most frustrating part, I think, is that I don't have the means at the moment do be saving for a "what if" moment. I am just sraping by with these three. I am not a fly by the seat of my pants type of person. I always like to have a plan and a guarantee. If I'd known daycare would be like this, I don't know if I would have done it. It's so hard and when you have parents like this - that are so up in the air, it's really hard. And on top of that, one of the other kids is leaving in October because HIS mom is having a baby. I just filled up and come October, I'll be down to one again. If I could just get some emails....

Advertising like crazy....sending vibes to the universe!