Hey there ladyjbug- I dont' judge every provider for every post- I put in my other posts that not every provider is negative and I got a lot of support from many and thankful as you are for the support. I don't judge someone for a vent ...you should read some of mine.
I think you might have gotten the wrong idea of the reason for my post- at the end of the day, it's a great site here and the positive vibes help to keep me positive. It's like you said, different forums help you out- I love the positive side of this one. We all have bad days, bad posts- none of us are perfect