I know it's for the best, but I still feel guilty :(

[kidlove]

Sounds like he a little "pistol". My son was too, gave me a run for my money. Don't beat yourself up, it is the right thing to do! He NEEDS to know that it's not always you, and he needs to learn to fourish in a "neutral" environment, it will only do good for you and him both. because you also need a break from him. (nothing wrong with that) I have had many stay at home mom's come to me for one or two day a week "socialization" care. (which in turn is...I need a break and he needs to learn to breath with out me) your doing the right thing.