Need some advice

[1kidmama]

Honestly like 80% of the providers have full time spaces only.... And as for her charging fair rates, she keeps her group small, snd I don't see like 50 kids running around her house...

As far as I can tell they don't eat junk food (only for holidays and what not)

I think I will just have to bide my time and see if ther are better jobs out there. But Ive been laid off like 2x this year, and she's let me keep my spot....

Now I kinda feel like a tool for even asking why or if you people thought it was fair

[mustbenuts]

Honestly like 80% of the providers have full time spaces only.... And as for her charging fair rates, she keeps her group small, snd I don't see like 50 kids running around her house...

As far as I can tell they don't eat junk food (only for holidays and what not)

I think I will just have to bide my time and see if ther are better jobs out there. But Ive been laid off like 2x this year, and she's let me keep my spot....

Now I kinda feel like a tool for even asking why or if you people thought it was fair

Oh, don't feel bad. Your question was very valid and you were very respectful in the way you asked. Most parents don't ask why we do the things we do and just assume we are being difficult. It sounds like you really value your provider or you would have already gone elsewhere. I hope you are able to find a balance that works for you.