For sure! I've been open a little over a year now and while I have great days, there are days that are not so great too. You are not alone! In a lot of ways, it is not what I imagined at all. One of the major reasons that I did this was to be home with my 3 year old, to mould his education & give him a leg up going into JK. I've accomplished that, but what a ride! He knows the exact buttons to push. Advice for you? I would start my making your children's rooms off limit to daycare children; that should help a lot. Only you know if the desicion to keep on being a daycare provider this is the right one for you. Good luck