Thank you Cocoon for sharing this story. It is true we all have those times in our lives when we question what/how/why we have to deal with certain stressers For me, I do count my simple blessings and realize that feeling disjointed every now and then is normal. I think we all have to learn the best way for each of us to pick ourselves up and resume our lives with joy and to look forward to what will come next and know that if next is not so great, we can deal with it and move on to better things. It takes practice to not take ourselves or situations too seriously and I try to practice that every day and sometimes I fail. I give myself permission to fail as long as I learn something from it. I hope you are kind to yourself during your difficulties and realize this too shall pass