Thanks guys. U really have brighten my spirits. I just keep telling myself God doesnt close a door without opening a window. And maybe just having the one kid I do have in care is enough, for me and my daughter (who is autistic and has a hard time with crowds). The one boy I have now is like my own kid and he LOVES coming here and I have great relationship with his mom and dad. So I will concentrate on that and embrace the fact that maybe my afterschools will be less stress free and anxiety free. I had major anxiety at this last kids daily pick up and drop off just waiting for a complaint or something. I knew it was a bad fit. It just sucks for the income loss.