Thanks to everyone for the suggestions and ideas and their kind words of support. I think it helps that I own how I am feeling right now and have acknowledged that I know I'm on the brink of a crash and burn situation. I can make little tweeks here and their over the next 4 working days and then take my time off to relax and repair. Sunnydays suggestion for the spa is something my hubby is going to do for my Xmas gift and fortunatly he has seen me at rock bottom before so he is being a wonderful crutch at this time. Example, my kids have gone to the movies with friends for my sons birthday treat and he has told me to stay at home. 4 hours of peace....Ahhhh

Have a great weekend folks