Thanks all ! I'll get over it. I really beleive I had no more choice. How crazy that this happens on the day right after another crisis and on the same day I get huge gratifications from another DC family. It had to happen...It's just when I think of the child and the fact that I will NEVER seem him again. That's the toughest part of it. Well at least he left with his christmas gift and a smile on his face.

I am SOOOO looking forward to the new year. I have 2 new littles ones starting and I just can't wait. I LOVE babies and I was starting to miss it. The families I have now... I feel great about them and so far it has been awsome working with them and I have a very good feeling about the new addtion as well. I did not really need to have a full daycare so I will not replace him right now. I just hope things stabilize for a while cause I don't think I'll be able to take anymore for a while haha