Oh no alpha......you sound like me. Can't say I wouldn't have done the same as you in the end! However, chances are things will go rocky again, perhaps you should advertise for the spot, then when you get a replacement you won't feel as bad giving notice for past issues, OR replace and by that time, they will probly screw up again. all kidding aside, good luck and hope it works out, we ladies in this profession tend to go with our heart from time to time, nothing wrong with that!