Yikes....been there and hear you. Did you read the burnout thread in this group of threads? I was feeling just like you and some other providers had great advice....made me feel better.
My morning also started off sketchy. Multiple kids crying at the same time, fighting and me tearing my hair out. I wonder if it is the humidity or whether none of them slept all weekend?
I turned up the AC and turned on the fan and hoping that will calm things down. So far I am glad it is quiet time and I am having a sanity breather
It is really hard to be isolated with no adult at times. Some days I call my parents during nap time or any friends off on Mat leave and just gab a few minutes and complain to them. They don't really understand what it is like but it still helps to vent. I have been there wondering what in the world have I done to my sanity, house and real job but most days it is worth it
I hope things look up for you this afternoon