Today has been one of those days where I wish I could quit. I'm mad at my husband for not being able to make enough money to support us both.

I'm mad that my upscale neighbour's say I'm crazy for doing daycare.

I'm mad that I want another baby but it just doesn't seem to be in the cards.

I'm mad that because of doing daycare my beautiful home is taking a beating.

I'm mad that I can't do my dream job any more due to having to travel for days at a time.

I'm mad that I can't really confide this with my friends because they are all doing amazing and wouldn't truly understand.

I know I'm good a being a daycare provider but I miss being able to have more time for me. It's tough when you can't even go to the bathroom without someone needing you. LOL

None of the daycare parents even understand that quite time is break time for me.

Sorry for venting it just feels good to get it off my chest!

I know all the amazing things in my life and I am greatful for them but when will it be my turn.