I have a year and a half to go before my youngest goes to school. Sometimes I look forward to it as I know it will be much easier...but many days I think I am going to miss her so much and I am unsure of how I will feel when she is gone all day My own kids definitely make my days a million times harder and give me way more trouble than the others, but at the same time, I am so happy to be here for them and nto miss anything. I am sure when she is 4 I will feel as ready as I did when her brother started school, but for now, I am trying to survive and enjoy this time all at once