OMG! Your post described me to a 'T'!! Thankful I'm not the only one as I was thinking there was something wrong with me.

I try but haven't been able to keep up with as of lately and have just started this week again to have 2 nights a week where I am 'off'. After dinner I leave my husband in charge of the kids and bedtime routine and just go out. I mostly go to the gym, but I also do coffee with a book, walks, dinner by myself at a restaurant, grocery shopping. Pretty much whatever I want to get my brain away from kid stuff.