Spixie, you seem to be terribly stressed out. We all deserve to be happy in our jobs because we work long, hard days. Wouldn't you rather feel happy and contented all the time, without stress? Think about what is best for you, ok? Something tells me you are trying to do what is best for everybody else all the time and I'm like that too until I'm about to crack under the pressure then I realize I have to take care of myself so I can be happy.