Well Alpha, it depends on how bad your money situation is and how bad the stress level is right now. I am at the point at which I would gladly put the deposit money on my visa if I have to, just to be rid of this stress But, maybe you are not at that point and you can hang in there or you absolutely have to in terms of money. It is a balance, but I just feel like my own health and the safety of the other kids is more important than the money.