What a day. I had an interview this evening. I have been talking to this mom for weeks. They were supposed to be here an hour and a half ago. They haven't called or emailed.

I got dressed up, cleaned from top to bottom, and ordered in for my kids because I knew I wouldn't have time to prepare and clean up a meal after work.

I feel like an idiot. I emailed her twenty minutes ago and asked what happened. She hasn't replied. I thought I really had this one in the bag. I have already been rejected for this space last week. To add insult to injury, I have a July vacancy, have been talking to a mom, and she emailed while I was waiting for this family to show to tell me that they've decided to go with someone else.

I sincerely hate this job sometimes. My self worth is shot right now.