I know what you mean...I am advertising for September again now too (had notice given a couple of weeks ago) and finding that so far nobody is a very good fit. I am waiting and just keep telling myself that the right family is out there and that is the reason none of the others have been a good fit so far. I do have an interview this weekend, but I can't decide if I want this child because he will be just turning 2 and will have been home with his mom until then. I have been having a hard time adjusting kids of that age who have been at home. Plus, if I take him i will have a whole lotta 2 year olds...I am thinking a baby might be a safer bet.