I hope that you learn to enjoy the job, but I want to say that it really isn't for everyone. I have spoken with a few people who were at home with their own kids, and were looking for a way to have an income, so they started a daycare and ended up hating it. There's no shame in that. I think it's important to admit if you're in this boat, and possibly find something else.

I'm not saying that this is you, but it's better for everyone to kind of look at it and try to evaluate honestly whether you're "cut out" to care for other peoples' kids.

Good luck.