Hey ladies. I was just wondering if any of you have ever been in the same boat. When your personal life is so bad, not because of the husband, or the children the money, but just feel depress because of many other reasons and you just feel like you want to be alone and isolate yourself... you cant because in this job, there's always kids around and they are constantly in need of attention. As in if you were working in an office, you would probably just isolate yourself in your office, go have lunch by yourself or even take a week or two off by doctors order. Here we cant just do that, first because we cant because it would put parents in trouble, and second because we wouldnt get paid.

Its tough to have to go through days when I just DONT FEEL LIKE IT at all. I have no program, I am not interesting in teaching anything or crafting...they are not even interested when I push myself to take out the crafting stuff, they just do it so quick to say ''finish'' or they almost stair and do nothing or make a total mess like the paper is covered by an inch of glue and nothing else even after repeating and repeating what they need to do, so I feel like my efforts are for nothing really !!

Thank god its so nice outside, I would stay out all day, but babies needs nap in the morning and the kids need snacks and diaper change and so on and so on, so at some point we have to be inside. Lately the kids here have had more free play then anything.

I am seeking profesional help but in the mean time, I still have to go through my days.

Oh boy :\