Omigosh, lift your head up proudly and stand straight and tall! I don't even know you but I'm so proud of you! Terminating is so very difficult but now you must think ahead to all the wonderful days without that family around. We always feel bad for the children but it's the parents resposibility and we can't save all the children. You did all you could do and now it's time to concentrate on the people who DESERVE YOU!