Sorry to hear you are going through this wonders. Has anything changed for you that has made you feel this way? What made you decide to do home daycare?
I am sure most of us have not felt like opening our doors some days. This business is exhausting enough as it is, and if your heart is not into it any more, I can understand why you are tired.
It was a great move to visit this forum. Always full of good advice (most of the time) I am sure you may find some providers who have felt the same way give you some advice on how to get your daycare groove back - if that's what you want to do.