Thanks for the replies ladies, I've been thinking about this for a month or so and mostly struggle with feeling like I'm letting my families down. I've had then since I opened my doors almost four years ago, and they both just returned after mat leaves. I've done work in my other field, Adoptions social work, all the while in evening and weekends and I'm feeling a bit burnt. I'd like to do more of my Adoptions work, but it is contact and no guaranteed income which is scary. I'm considering getting rid of the two full time families and keeping my two part time kids and seeing if I can make up the lost income in my other job if I have more time to devote to it. Just scary since I still have student loans and car payments!