I'm having a really hard time since my 12 month old started this month. She screamed nearly all day for two weeks when she started, doesn't nap (30mins, sometimes twice a day, sometimes once will wake up screaming and won't go back down without fail), had a spill that left a significant bump and today got a diaper rash when she pooped after I put her down for nap and sat in it for half an hour. I know in my mind that none of these things are my fault, but I feel like I just can't seem to do anything right for this little one and am seriously starting to feel like I'm falling short of the parents expectations.

Her parents seem fine with everything, I asked how they thought things were going a couple of weeks ago (basically to get a feeling for whether or not I should look to replace) and they said that they were very happy with me and appreciative. But I just can't shake the feeling that they're not happy (specifically after the rash and bump). I got a text tonight regarding her bum (just explaining that they are going to send in some heavier cream and are ok with me using polysporin and cloth wipes - nothing negative or attack-y) and I've had a pit in my stomach ever since.

This is where I seriously miss having coworkers to talk to (though just writing it down has lightened my mental load a bit). Has anyone else felt like this? Is there anything to be done other than gaining a bit of confidence and shaking it off?