I don't know what it's like where you are, but here I am going to be a provider through the region. They will send families to me.they will also pay me so I dont have to deal with the parents financially. Even if it is just to get me started. It will look much better for me because there are rules I have to follow which I would be following anyways. Do u have weewatch or another licensed agemy you can work with ? Some income is better than none