So Awhile back I posted a thread about me really stressing out and me losing two kids within two weeks. Ive gotten two interviews in these past two months and they went with another provider. I am very fustrated about this as it took my a year when i started to get kids. The last years when one left i filled the spot 6-7 months later and now its seems like its going to take forever again. What bothers me the most is a provider down the street is full and keeps getting calks and she turns them down. But shes french . I feel like Ottawa is turning into a french city!
I need income or were going to end up on the streets if i dont get kids. Ive akready consoildated our debt. Ive thought about going back to work but ive have to find a min wage job which wouldnt cover anything with daycare cost. I did my ECE at an unknowen college that wasnt vaild with the ontario teachers collage. So going into a daycare i cant anymore unless i go as a teachers assistant.(min wage). Sorry for the emotional post but im at end with not having a study imcome and wish these kids didnt leave near halloween,my sons birthday this month,and christmas im so upset that my kids might not get christmas or a really really small one. Im upset that i should of had support after highschool yrs ago that would of help me do my research on college. THATS A DIFFERT STORY. Non daycare related. Im ready to give up