I'm so sorry to hear that you're dealing with this. I would definetely get in to the doctor, ER, Urgent Care, anyplace that you can who has a doctor that can help you get there ASAP. Your health, both physically and mentally is far more important than parents having to take some time off so you can get the help you need. Can a relative, friend or your husband watch any of the dayhome kids or your own for you? You do what you need to do for yourself to be healthy. That's important. Sending healing, peaceful thoughts your way.