I think you and I both have been going through this. I also just recently had one of my newer clients tell me they got a call from the daycare center close by and are going to check it out but the spot is for September (ummm....thanks for telling me you are shopping around?!?! Do you want me to beg you to stay or something!?!?). On top of that we had water in the basement which was my playroom for the daycare so I had to move that upstairs etc. *sigh* none of this helps when I have been thinking for a while that I am done with daycare! But I have made the decision to stick it until September 2015 when my youngest starts school and in the meantime I am going to take some courses online to prepare for my new job. It's been wonderful to be home with my kids and raise them myself and daycare has been great in so many ways but once both mine are in school I am done. Done with diapers, tantrums, transitions, getting ready for bus stop twice per day and done with idiotic parents! It helps a lot once you can just make a decision on your time frame and when you will be done.