Thank you ! Yes , it's on a schedule so everyone takes a time spot from 7am until I leave . I haven't cooked a meal , ( supper ) I am feeling guilty leaving my 5 yr old !! Shopping at walmart at 10 pm and can't even remember why I'm there !
I have to organize myself but around 5 pm I get so anxious I find myself running out the door !! I'm usually calm in control person !
None of my dcp really know anything , I don't know why I can't bring myself to inform them . I don't want to explain anything to them , weird ??