Feeling beyond frustrated !!!!

[Secondtimearound]

I'm venting !!! I feel bad complaining but I need to get this out of my head !! I'm waiting for a call from my sister , who is finding out if she has breast cancer !!! Ugh ! My younger sister is a six year survivor !! Of breast cancer and now this ! She got a call back for an ultrasound after the mammogram and then the next day was called to come into office on Monday ! Which meant I spent the weekend doing way too much to keep myself busy !!! I developed a horrible sinus infection and have been on Tylenol 3 for the pain !! I'm a mess !! My dck have been cranky and complaining and my own dd has been crying all day !! I'm pretending I'm Mary poppins so I stay super laid back and relaxed when inside I'm wound tighter than ? Whatever it is they say !!!
Dr brought her in and the computers crashed !!!! So instead of phoning for results himself the nurses ( b$&!!!) tell my sister to come back !!! Seriously !!
I feel so done , my mom is still in daily care of several physicians due to her health , dad too now this ??!!!! And what the hell does that mean for me !?!! Ugh 2 sisters with cancer ??
It is too much , oh and older dd back with a guy we don't like , yay cherry on top !!
Thank goodness nap has come , managed to introduce a new insect and do a craft and teach dcks a new song !! My head is so packed !
Sorry for putting such negativity out here but no one to talk to here !!
:-(