I have to admit, too much free play bores me to death and I feel like I'm not doing my job. I charge on the higher end for my city and feel that I need to offer more than free play. HOWEVER, during the summer, I have gotten a lot better about not pressuring myself to have the days filled with planned activities. We spend more time outside and go to the splash/spray parks more often. We have easier (ie. less messy) art inside and keep the messy art and snacks outdoors.

Try to take some pressure off of yourself and do what you need to do to get past this funk. If you can, fill your spaces with older children when the opportunity arises. Make a list of pros and cons of having your hdc. If the cons are longer than the pros than maybe it's time to think of closing up and finding a new career? Nothing wrong with that!! Life is short so spend it doing what you love.

Sending positive vibes your way!!