Feeling somewhat guilty

[SecondAve]

I kept a little guy like that for 8 months, he never transitioned in and the crying was draining on all of us. Outside time was the worst, he would cry non-stop the whole time we were out there. It didn't matter what was done to console him, he wouldn't stop. Even the neighbours would come to the fence and "joke" about it, to try and ease the mood.

I also gave one months notice to the family. They understood and did stay the whole time. Everyday I felt guilty. Still do, honestly. On the last day there were hugs and the mom even cried. She only had words of gratitude. The family truly was a class-act. It just didn't work out. And the days after the little guy left were smooth and enjoyable. Even though I felt guilty, I don't regret it. It had to be done.