I posted a while ago about having trouble finding children and about how the only family I had was overly picky and critical about small stuff. Well today out of the blue my dcm pulled her two kids. she didn't even have the nerve to tell me in person, she sent me a text mid day and said to have their stuff ready as today would be their last day. I am really sad about it, for 1 I bonded with the kids and two now I am out money and back to square one. I do not need to do this as my husband makes enough for both of us but I do want to help contribute financially so that we can eventually buy a house. Sending my son to a daycare is not an option as we have a shortage of good care in our city. He always got sick going to daycare and I have witnessed staff at both centres he went to not washing their hands and babies taking bottles and pacifiers from each other. At least keeping him home I know I have some control over the germs. I guess I just feel discouraged. I have ran a day home in the city I use to live in and never had this problem. Of course I had a few questionable parents but I always had the option to kick them out the door and know I would have no issue filling their spots. This has been my only family since I started in June. I have 1 other pt boy but he will be going to school ft in September and moving to an after school program I guess I need some words of encouragement or advice on how to get more children and how to tell a good family from a bad one.