Thank you for your kind words Suzie.
I do talk to my kids honestly. I try to make it about respect versus fear. I also make sure to reinforce regularly that this is not their fault and that there is nothing to be scared of. As much as they can comprehend I tell them. An incredible amount of adults don't understand and an adolescents mind works very differently from an adults so even if we make it clear and simple to understand, they can still interpret it differently. That is why I don't put to much emphasis on the fear to them even though in my head that's what it is.
I have tried very hard to ask them to message me or call me with a quick check in should their plans change and they not arrive home on time. My son went missing (in my mind) last year for a good 45 minutes because of his thoughtlessness, although he was just being a kid and didn't actually do anything wrong. That brought it home to my kids like a ton of bricks when they saw how I unravelled, so no more protecting them from that point, more educating them on the reality of my situation.
Fortunately so far so good. My son is a logical thinker so we have regular conversations about so many things, not because I push him but because he is genuinely intrigued by life in general that he asks me. My daughter is the one who internalizes so I touch base with her from time to time and sometimes she is fine and other times we will have some really great conversations.
Mental Health and Sexuality are dinner table talk in our houseMy FIL has severe mental illness that is treated and the kids have been aware of this since a young age and we encourage dialogue to reduce misunderstanding and fear. I am doing a degree in sexuality come September along with Psychology and we have a very dynamic non nuclear circle of friends and family so we talk about that a lot too. Communication is key, along with balance lol I hope through my struggles I can be stronger for them and use my experiences to help others in the future
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