So I did it! I feel a little relief but mostly anxiety. The parents were all shocked (here I thought I was obviously huge) but I saw the panic on their faces. They are super stressed out because good daycare can be hard to find in Toronto and wait lists are huge. I had one parent text me about what daycare I would recommend? heh heh. I'm stressed now. Hopefully it is just an initial panic attack on their parts and they relax and enjoy the next 6 mos with me.