Thanks everyone. I know that the main problem right now is I just have too much on my plate. Transitioning new baby, potty training others, kids are just off lately. I have a great group right now and really can't complain, it's just the little things grating on my nerves. I try and have a good attitude but the second the door opens and in comes screaming kid at 730am my good mood comes crashing down. The potty training seems to be taking forever this time around but I know I have to keep going. I am just tired of repeating myself over and over and over! The other day after I was cleaning poop off the bathroom floor that fell out of the pull-up because I didn't get to the bathroom quick enough with boy before he pulled pants down I thought to myself - why am I doing this! My daughter is 5, self sufficient, I don't have to be cleaning up poop. The thought of winter and snow suits makes me cringe!

I just have to suck it up and plug along. I am going to see about taking a night class or something. I told my husband about the job posting and he told me to apply for it. I told him as much as I want to I think I will pass. It pays good but I can't afford to pay for a full time daycare spot and the before/after school program. One more year!!! Who knows maybe by then things will have changed.

I do think I am getting burnt out. It's my own fault for not taking enough time off and having too many other things on the go.