Thank u everyone. I talked to mom and she took it well. She's upset as she wants both kids to remain here and now she'll have to do two drop offs if older child goes into the b/a school care at the school. But she understood. I feel really bad and I will miss him so much. But I'm glad I changed my mind. Just to hard in the winter time and the lost of money and as Suzie said different ages different interests. Never even thought of that! My only fear is that she said she prefers a home daycare over the school care. So if she finds another home daycare for him that does do school bus runs I would think little sister would go too . Will be sad but totally understandable!