5 little monkeys, yeah it's very hard, I put myself in their shoes as well, I was thinking like that the other day that they probably have mix emotions of going to work and leave their precious children.
I have to relax and take it slow something will come out, I just I don't want to see myself force to closed my daycare, because I really like what I do and still have the energy to do it. I don't like the part either the interview process uncomfortable for me too.