Totally get what you are going through!!! I myself am stressing over the same issue. I have 3 great kids (2 under 2yrs and 1 that is 2yrs) but I cannot fill my last two spots for over 2yrs and by October I won't be able to cover my bills either. I am advertising everywhere and for 2+yrs yet all I get are calls for 1yr... Sometimes it's nice to hear of other people in the same boat. Keep your head up cause things will turn around. I have other family members who have been doing this for years and both told me that they took over a year to get full-time clients to cover all spots.