Thanks everyone ! I've ruled out Thyroid already because at first that's what I thought since problems run in my family or maybe I should just go and get a second test done to be sure. I also have had the winter blues before but usually am able to pull myself out . It feels different this time. I've already cut down my daycare I only have 2 daycare kids and most days I work only 8 hours. I'm VERY LUCKY already and yet it's not enough to help. Maybe I will go down to one and change how I run my business for a while if the family I choose is okay with it.

Thanks