I am moving, and it's too far to bring the dck's. I am sad, and I will miss them and the great families I have brought in. We literally decided to start looking again, found a house and signed the deal within one week.

I just gave notice to two of my parents. I am giving them two calendar months. Two families got to be friends from being in the same daycare (here), and one has told me that the other is VERY upset because it isn't enough notice. She was calm with me...

I am sitting here bawling. I feel so guilty and terrible knowing that I am leaving them in a terrible situation. I am just venting, I guess... They are a great family and treat me so well. I am letting them down.

I need a hug.