Reality Check!

[Fun&care]

For all of you thinking of moving on, do you have any young kids of your own you would have to put into daycare? This is something I am struggling with since mine is 3 this feb but isn't going to school until sept 2015 so still a while to go. However I often feel like daycare/ preschool would be really good for her, to give her a chance to get out of the house and also to be with more kids her age since as it stands she is the oldest but I think she could use some older kids to play with.

Bright sparks I think that so many times we KNOW what we want but FEAR gets in the way. Imagine what you would do if you took away the fear, what FEELS right?

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Bright sparks I think that so many times we KNOW what we want but FEAR gets in the way. Imagine what you would do if you took away the fear, what FEELS right?

You hit the nail on the head!!!

Take the fear away, I'd give notice today to everyone! There is no doubt in my mind. I have to get debt paid down and finances in order and that's exactly what I will be doing. I talked to my hubby last night and he said nothing would make him happier than if I quit my job. He just wants me to be happy and I think sometimes I am so consumed with my goings on that I forget that he has to see my decline and share his life with someone so unhappy. That's awful for him and even my kids will process what they see and hear into what essentially will be their belief systems as they reach adulthood. I'm trying to be a happier person not give myself more reasons to be unhappy.